Folks I m Lost

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Yesterday it wasn't me, a lil amount of alcohol was swallow..and i was completely gone..

I announce i m ''drunk '' for the first time , feeling high until i reach the climax that i collapse and puke , and react so ugly. Now i know everything you did , it has it consequences.

Suprisingly i like, usually i dont even take a sip ..the bitterness of the alcohol tat normally would just reach the taste bud and it hardly reaches my throat . People who know me , can i change? I was feeling so in pain ..that hardly feel my lung getting any air.

have you ever lost something that is so F***king important, and when u trusted someone wit it...and that someone looses it . AND I ADMIT i was the F***king someone who looses the people things..

Now even you did something that is so wrong ..but you dont want to go back..You would want to continue how things being, and denied everything that suppose to be the fact.

But anyway 'MAN U' lost to barcelona..Football was not really my channel. But with a crowd yesterday..YES .

Ps: i m lost and with fear ..i know i will loose you

The Mirror of you

Feeling * * *

I hated myself for being so ugly and selfish

But sometimes is beyond our control, That you don't even realize you are doing it.

Aren't Human selfish? they always want the best for themselves

i just cross the invisible line, and hopefully it will goes back normal.

Normal like how it use to be,

someone please wake me up!!

ps; i m tired of waiting.

Realizing

Feeling * * *

Sometimes some things in your life you just couldn't get over it.

You always ask for an answer and the reason, but the fact is your fate is over.

So stop thinking and questioning so many Why's?you will just get yourself in to trouble.


Thank you for the memories ,

I just hate being lonely.


Ps: i just ate my vitamin C ,hopefully my flu will go away,

Bikini Bottom

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It past 4 am in the midnight , and Ms Lim is still awake. T T
Gosh, i just ate some cheese curry cup noodle ..and please some one stop me from eating at the middle of the night. Cuz i Don't want to get fat =\.

Knowing that i m few tons heavier , i did some exercise today in the basketball court with a new friend which there is some chemistry and kinda click with, after the exercising it just feels great and stress free.But the Basketball game can never be as fun back home with my dear darling.

Anyway This few Days i suppose it feel like a holiday to me, i just came back from the world Best island and here are some pictures of Maldives, Male .The sea water is Aqua clear , beautiful turquoise lagoon and white sandy beaches and breath taking reefs, is really a great place for holiday and especially ''Honey moon.'' couples. =]
I told darling that i hope we could visit Maldives together one day.

Dylan insist to do sun tanning ,he is insane lol and you can see i m hiding under the shade and applying my Sun block which is SPF 130 ,
phew luckily i didn't get darker.


Despite that the whether is freaking hot and can cause you sun burn so easily , but my feet's is following the waves , i happily lay down on the sand and this is what i called the paradise.
After leaving the happy sea , i when to the pool and swim till the whether gets a bit dark and it started to rain.Sobz so i have to get back to my room,and hoping that the whether gets better .

after swimming , u definitely feel hungry..so when back took a shower and had my lunch In Sea breeze cafe ,


While waiting ....

i order a barracuda fish and chips and regretted cause i hate peeling fish that has many bones in it, end up i ate the fries and leaving the fish alone without having a proper meal. SAD =[

The sea breeze cafe View

although lunch did not satisfied me, but still the fries keep some energy for me to take a walk down to the island
.credits to Dylan,for taking all the pictures for me


While walking the wind is blowing



Just after the walk,When feeding the fishes, Gosh! they are so huge and 3 times bigger than redang fishes ,and they look a bit like baby shark. My bread rolls aren't enough to feed them at all.

''That's it fishy, i don't have anymore'' =\


Well, is time to go back and have my rest.

Well, if anyone plans for a honey moon vacation , please do consider Maldives cause you won't regret!!

Ps;Loves and Life is Everything.

Queen Birthday

It was 30th april which is the queen birthday , and it is one of the biggest celebration in Amsterdam, netherlands. Everybody is allowed to sell things in the street , people all dressing up orange..it is so cool. I woke up in the morning like 9 am, and once i step out , The celebration goes crazy.. people are everywhere and they arE all in ORANGE.

Santino and i ..had just bought something orange

i feel so bad , that i m still using my black coat so i took it off to match the crowd i bought something orange too.can u see that i m feeling so excited , that few second later .....this Caucasian guy just grab me ..lolx ... Credits to d orange dutch guy .

the whole street was just pack with people and there is like music bands performing , people yelling ,dancing, basically everyone was partying.
Besides that , at the canal, people dancing and singing on the boat , barbecuing and lots more ...

Enjoying the walk with the crowd and did some shopping in the souvenir shop ,hanging around in the walking street , Looking at the rich architecture of the tilted buildings..and partying till night ..it just made my day.
p/s :Goodbye amsterdam, i love you =]

The Dutch

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When you are legal it just feel super great..Amsterdam one of the coolest city in Netherlands which is in North Holland..and i just love the dutch.It was my first time ever to European
country and the time was Not enough at all.!! Even i m so freaking exhausted ,i can't afford to loose any single minute of mine exploring Amsterdam.

First shot with the view of the canal,

This first thing to do is to get yourself a map from the concierge ..and start circling the places that you aim to go ,and what happen is that there is so many places u wish to go and u just have to pick the nearest and it is about 20-30 minutes walk.Thank god ! is cold, temperature was 11 Celsius , it was just nice for my coat to keep me warm.

here we go,

1st place to go is to the flower market..

you can see many beautiful tulips on sale :] and is april so is the month of blooming tulips..
i suppose to go for a tour to see a whole field track of colorful tulips BUT i didn't make it cause the next day was the queen birthday and i decide to stay for the queen birthday...How sad =[


What next will be the madame tussaud ,which i totally feel like a V.I.P ,

eehem, don't look at me like thatJustin is having a date with me tonight lolxso do JoHnny =] please don't Envy me.

There is still hell lots of picture i took, but i m too lazy to upload all of them. So after the VIP visit lolx..still feel so energize , and the amusement park was just next to it.

here comes my first crazy ride..called the ''dancing disco''

can you believe it that i almost puked after this ride,It started of spinning slowly and then the speed getting faster and faster , turning clockwise and anti clockwise like non stop 5 minutes, no wonder it cost me 5 euro.this one was way better, but if u are afraid of height, is quite scary when u look down, but when u are up the view of amsterdam is awesome =]
i wasn 't daring enough to take this extreme 360 ride, but santino and sam did =] salute the guys.

act like i was about to go with them too.Nah, no way my heart couldn't take that trill.
''lulu u r such a coward ''

Later on, i was not enough of it, because i only took 2 rides , so i saw another bouncy ride , which i think is okay ..( not so scary kua) cause little kids also when for it..so why not ? i ask sam to take some pictures of me, but non was perfect...i look damn ugly ..and the ride was the scariest among the other 2 that i when , it look like so bouncy and fun..What scare me ,was most of the time i feel like i m flying off from the ride ..my butt couldnt stick on the seat.. i was yelling all the way and can u see how pathetic i was, and the little boy next to me..he was too scare ..that he just close his eyes .=\ AFter riding all the extreme ride, my head was dizzy but i still move on to my next destination which is to the ''Sex Museum''

it is Mr.dicky, and why do i feel so awkward ?
pardon him.Now i know alot more than just the word ''SEX''

MOve on , had a walk to the Red Light district..that consist of theaters, famous sex shop,coffee shop,restaurant alot and the famous window shopping , where sexy ladies with lingerie on, posing and dancing at the window and waiting to get hooked up.You really have to see this vibrant and exciting place.=]

Red light district

The walk was eye opening , and i was innocent all the way, u know what i mean, Anyway i had my dinner and now is time to get my ass back to the hotel to have my beauty sleep and enough rest to continue tomolo event ''the queen birthday''. p/s: Amaze with everything and is worth for the whole day.