Sunday, March 29, 2009

Pieces of Me

Feeling * * * *

Just woke up drowsily from my bed, teddy still with me.
Mind set that today is going to be a tiring day, quickly hop out from the bed double check with all my stuff and i was a bout to go out. it is 30th march 09 , m i right ? my blur face..still about to go, and was pretty sure that i had things to do today. thank god !!some one in the msn actually nudge me and saving me from sunday. Guess what is 29th march , and thinking it is 30th march almost got me into to trouble. not much explanation about that;as long i m free today, hurray!! i gave a call to ''Jael'' she is like my big sis in sg, just to make sure that things are going right..and also to reassure that today is a sunday .!! (confuse) anyway we will be having a date for Vietnamese food for our dinner, 3 more hours to go.. that why i m here .

look how adorable is my nephew
abu dhabi was windyrandom pictures ;took on the way to the mall.

ndy



mummy carrying seung min and my lovely sister.

last week , i was in Abu dhabi with my mom and sister's

i misses them alot. was thinking back to my high school days, how i use to complaint about her and wish to get out from the house of boredom. And things change and what was told from de adult, was true.

''you have to appreciated your school life, cause not many people is lucky as you'' i never pay a single attention to what they told me and in school books are to keep in the drawer. The maturity of me was not there, i get easily angry and i never listen , you cant imagine how stubborn i was.

My parents are really strict, although they love me but they never show me.
I use to think they never love me at all, just wan to lock me and feed me cause is their job to do so. Every dinner i had with my family , can nvr be special. If i had a chance to go out with friends, i rather do so. But now, the guiltiness in me and the feeling of regret, and i can never go back to the precious time when i use to had with my family.Likewise, now if i had a dinner with them even for a day i feel extremely happy. That why now i feel that single lil things, spending with anyone it means alot to me. And school was a place i once learn how to be a grown up, Humans don't live forever,=] but that is not the really sad part. Saddest is , if we never learn or appreciate the moments we had,no point living cause time flies!!

ps; glad that I've learned.

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